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"That" <-- Being said '' Well'Come 2 Mai' Pair-Uh`Dice
^_-
"I endure eternally...
Abandon every hope, ye who enter here..."
"i dont want the world to see me... cuz i dont think they'd understand... that everything is made to be broken..."
-Goo Goo Dolls ;)
"We are those in whom we give ourselves to with total selflessness..." -Me a girl who is utterly breath taking(in my eyes) i think im going to keep adding to this list and make it my impossible list of expectations which will make it so no one could ever be good enough for meh,,,, but ....when i find her .. itll be oh so sweet,,,
"Truth itself does not have the privilege to be employed at any time and in any way: its use, noble as it is, has its limits."
–Montaigne
"And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music."
-Friedrich Nietzsche
"People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost."
-H. Jackson Brown
"Only after the last tree has been cut down,
only after the last river has ben poisoned,
only after the last fish has been caught,
only then will you find that money cannot be eaten."
-Cree Indian Prophecy
"When a thing has been said, and said well, have no scruple. Take it and copy it."
-Anatole France
"Discovery consists of seeing what everybody has seen and thinking what nobody has thought."
-Albert von Szent-Gyorgy
"You probably wouldn't worry about what people think of you if you could know how seldom they do."
-Olin Miller
"I don't know what will be used in the next world war, but the 4th will be fought with stones."
-Albert Einstein
"We tell lies when we are afraid, ... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing that we fear grows stronger."
-Tad Williams
"People who feel the world is tilted against them will spawn the kind of hatred that is very dangerous for all of us."
-Bill Gates
"The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift."
-Albert Einstein
"When the mouse laughs at the cat, there is a hole nearby."
-Nigerian proverb
"The foolish neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but never forget."
-Thomas Szasz
"Kiku wa ittoki no haji, kikanu wa matsudai no haji. (While asking something you don't know to others is a temporary shame, not asking at all causes a lifetime of shame)"
-Japanese proverb
"Do not be too moral. You may cheat yourself out of much life. So aim above morality. Be not simply good; be good for something."
-Henry David Thoreau
"Ours is a world of nuclear giants and ethical infants. If we continue to develop our technology without wisdom or prudence, our servant may prove to be our executioner."
-Omar Bradley
"It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end."
-Ursula K. LeGuin
"You don't get harmony when everybody sings the same note."
-Doug Floyd
"You must be the change you wish to see in the world."
-Gandhi
"All truth passes through three stages. First it is ridiculed. Second it is violently opposed. Third it is accepted as being self-evident."
-Schopenhauer
"If you would be a real seeker after truth, it is necessary that at least once in your life you doubt, as far as possible, all things."
-René Descartes
"Nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely."
-Auguste Rodin
"People hate those who make them feel their own inferiority."
-Lord Philip Dormer Stanhope Chesterfield
"Fortune does not change men; it unmasks them."
-Suzanne Necker
"The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy."
-Jim Rohn
"All supposedly 'selfless' acts are entirely selfish. When a man gives to charity, rest assured he values the happiness it brings him more than the money itself. If he did not, he would not give away his money!"
-James Halloran
"If you don't control your mind, someone else will."
-John Allston
"We're supposed to be perfect our first day on the job and then show constant improvement."
-Ed Vargo
"We seldom attribute common sense except to those who agree with us."
-La Rochefoucauld
"Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes."
-Oscar Wilde
"It is better to deserve honours and not have them than to have them and not to deserve them."
-Mark Twain
"True and False are attributes of speech, not of things. And where speech is not there is neither Truth nor Falsehood."
-Thomas Hobbes
"It's a poor mind that can think of only one way to spell a word."
-Mark Twain
"Always be a first rate version of yourself, instead of a second rate version of anybody else."
-Judy Garland
"What's in YOUR name?"
"i am nobody"
"i am him"
"i am justin"
"But I'm not sure.
"I've got the money "
"If you've got the time."
He said
"It feels good."
I said
"I'll give it a try."
Then my mind went dark,..
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Name: Justin
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Fresno
Birthday: 4/29/1983
Gender: Male
Interests: Video Games!! World of Warcraft "WoW" '- Age of Mythology---``ShadowBane '' CounterStrike-Source '' GuildWars '', drawing .. paying all the bills ahhahah... havin my own house!!(3 rooms for me) taking care of my plants`` - Fighting people with my shinai !(kendo sword)! SLEEP! [dreams : lucid dreams] Watching cartoons (and im not talking about dora the explora haha !!Anime!!, watching all movies (i LOVE !! movies), DDR o man i love DDR, and yes sometimes readin, ummm.. eating (i love junk food and i dont care if its bad fer me!!) tinkerin with web pages .. takin photos... makin things.. making art.. printing stuff, ie. posters stickers banners signs books brochures etc.. hiding,, turning people down for petty things.. :( going to shows at big game... driving my truck around while singing my heart out to the world... listening to music.. reading music lyrics..~ playing around on xanga!!! yeah those are prolly my hobbies but i know im fergettin somethin i always do.... oh yeah.
Expertise: Scaring ppl away since i was 2
my previous trade- for 2 years
(internet network engineer)
i did tech support and kept the internet running heh
and my new trade of course-
9-6 munday thru frieday
i am a "Large Format Printer/
Digital Prepress Technician"
Soo yea.. i print things
im a printer ^^
but mainly i just scare ppl away
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Media
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/17/2003




I'm the light when you can't see
I'm that air when you can't breathe
I'm that feeling when you can't leave
Some doubt, some believe, some lie, cheat, and deceive
So it's only you and me
When you weak, I'll make you strong, here's where you belong
I ain't perfect, but I promise I won't do you wrong
Keep you away from harm, my love is protected
I'll wrap you in my arms so you'll never feel neglected
I'll just make you aware of what we have is rare
In the moment of despair, I'm the courage when you're scared
Loyal, down for you, soon as I saw you
Wanted to be there cause I could hold it down for you
Be around for you, plant seeds in the soil
Make love all night, bending bed coils
You're a queen, therefore I treat you royal
This is all for you, cause I simply adore you"Squirrels end up with millions because they put the nuts away, not because they make lots of nuts."
someone who can face their fears.
someone who doesnt say mean things ,,, (to me)
someone who doesnt intentionally make me feel bad...
someone smart.
someone who craves peace, safety, and security
someone with honor...
someone who understands irony,,
someone who knows how to act,
someone who isnt a picky eater..
someone who sleeps under tons of blankets and pillows..
someone creative.
someone beautiful..
someone who reads between the lines...
someone who can support themself..
someone who knows when to take what they want.
someone who can tell what im thinking.
someone who i can protect.
someone who craves orange chicken the way i do ^^
someone who likes Ju Ju Bees..
someone who remembers seeing "Hook" in theatres...
someone who wishes they could go to Never Land with me and stay fer ever...
someone who will love me, even if i become some evil supervillian..
someone who can just go anywhere and do nothing(specially here at home)
someone who plays video games..
someone who knows all "The Used" songs by heart
someone who can follow (but knows when to lead)
someone who can learn...
someone who can teach..
someone who will come "PK" on shadowbane with me !!! ^^
someone that is funny,,,
someone who loves Owen Wilson's character in Shanghai Noon!!
someone who likes Saosin
someone who is intoxicating to the senses...
someone who writes with their left hand...
someone who can cook,,
someone who isnt Aries (they scare me)
someone else who has run away and is still running.
someone who can take care of themself..
someone who knows HTML
someone who can spell.
someone who can read.
someone with style..
someone who believes in magic,,,
someone who believes in fate...
someone who believes they can change fate..
someone who believes me,,,
someone who can prove me wrong!
someone who cherishes the little things...
someone who turns me on!
someone to seduce me...
someone who isnt a slut.
someone who doesn't sweat the small things, or the big ones (^^)
someone with their own opinions,,,(that differ from mine)
someone who doesnt mind living in Fresno and isnt obsessed with getting out.
someone who believes Johnny Depp is the best pirate ever (and im the 2nd)
someone who can deal with my work schedule (while not thinking im avoiding them)
someone with a life.
someone who knows what its like to be alone,,,
someone who sees the beauty in a sad story...
someone who has or would give up "everything" (including love)just to get the thing they want most...(deepest desire)
someone who dislikes phones as much as i do ...
someone who can listen to a song they are "feelin" over and over and over and over... (and over again)
someone who can sing along even tho they've never heard the song before.
someone who dreams..
someone who dreams like i do,,, (lucid)
someone who follows their dreams..
someone with Xanga,,,
someone with a plan (other then me)
someone with patience (its a virtue)
someone who likes to be left alone...
someone who can be trusted...
smoeone who doesnt steal my stuff. ^^ (and they do haha)
someone with persistance (another virtue)
someone that listens...
someone who listens to punk, rock, ska, rap, r&b, oldies, classical, techno, trance, emo, screamo, and country music (^^)
someone with a job?...
someone who knows what i mean...
someone who can just plain relate...
someone who feels the music they listen to,,,
someone ...
someone to cry for...
someone i can cry with during the really sad part of the movie.
someone who thinks before they speak(which is better then me)
someone with a <3
someone who likes the way gray and green look together,,,
someone with the power to say "no" (even tho "yes" is just so right)
someone who watches the movies they love over and over again...
someone who cares,,
someone who can hide...
someone i can give myself to for safe keeping.
someone who knows the meaning of stability,
someone with whom demands respect(and not with force)
someone who accepts me (and i accept)
someone i dont have to constantly judge (and them me)
someone who doesnt care that i smoke weed (ive been high for 2 years straight ^^)
someone who likes dogs, cats and rabbits (my pets)
someone that i dont have to lie to..
someone who knows when im lying (and calls me on it)
someone who knows who "deltron" is(^^)
someone who doesnt have to show off for everyone (just me)
someone i can show off for.
someone who treasures silence for what it is (and what it holds)
someone with standards,,,
someone who thinks before they speak ^^
someone who proofs what they write...
someone whos eyes change colors (like mine)
someone who stands up for what they believe,,,,
someone with their own list...
someone who can deal with my flaws (and i have many)
someone who believes things just have a strange way of working out...
someone who likes my profile pic (its me)
someone who can look into my eyes the way i can look into hers without lookin away (its too important)
someone who compliments me and everything around me in a way that i couldnt imagine my life in any other way.
this was started on April 30 2005Drink up baby doll
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
[Chorus]
So, let go,let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can't await
your own arrival
you've twenty seconds to comply
[Chorus]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
[background sounds]
[Chorus]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
In the breakdown
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
The breakdown
So amazing here
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